I keep submitting applications, thinking maybe I can pretend this is all going to go away. RIFs. ICE. AI. War. Hate. Killing. Torture. Death. Predictive programming that makes my brain want to rot. I keep seeing the reality, doomscrolling, crying, walking in a fucking circle for at least 30 minutes, staring at the sky, then doing it all over again. And I won't stop. I know this situation is deeeeply fucked. And I won't move. Analysis paralysis on crack tbrh. And I've been this way for almost...